Ian and mommy just a couple hours after he was born
Our first picture as a family
Not knowing quite what to think about life!
Daddy getting Ian undressed for his first sponge bath at home
Cool 'do
Our first picture as a family
Not knowing quite what to think about life!
Daddy getting Ian undressed for his first sponge bath at home
Cool 'do

Our baby's nursery:Owls on the wall when you walk in the room
Tree painted over the crib

It's really hard to see, but the room is aqua and the trees and owls are cream



Gonzo waiting for the baby:
Alright baby, now it's all up to you! We can't wait to meet you!!!
These lyrics to a song by a great band have been on my heart today. Sometimes things aren't the way that we would have made them to be if we were the Master Planner, isn't that right? Whether it's losing your health or losing your car keys, life doesn't always go the way we want it to. The choice comes in what to do with the bumps in the road of life, be they overwhelmingly large or tiny.
When the going gets tough, what is our response to God? Do we give praise to the Lord in all circumstances? I'll tell you from experience, that is not an easy, "natural" (from the aspect of a sin nature) thing to do. So many times, I have been thankful that God's grace is stronger than my faith, that He understands when my heart is weak, and lifts me when I fall. It also took me a long time to realize this. Sometimes He's all there is, and for that I'll say blessed be His name.
Often, He uses the weakest among us to bring the most glory to Him and to shine for Him most brightly. Everyone around that person knows that they can shine for no other reason (personal success, accomplishment, satisfaction with life, etc.), except from the love of the Lord. This has been the most amazing thing to see through my dad's cancer. There are all sorts of poems about what cancer can't take away: strength, dignity, purpose, the list goes on. In my experience, I have seen that the only thing cancer can't remove is the presence of the Lord in a person's life. Even after all is stripped away - memory, physical strength, coherence - a person's love for the Lord can still shine right through a deteriorating body.
As my dad continues fighting his cancer (through medicine, but mostly through faith), only the important things remain in his life: his love for God and his family. It's beautiful to see the things that, years ago at the beginning of his fight, fell away. He lost his desire for money, for personal fulfillment, for worldly fun, for the best material possessions, for independence, for knowledge. All that remains are family and the Lord. I rejoice for the gift of my dad and for the blessings that God will continue to pour through his life. I know that all things are possible through God. I also know that, whatever God gives us, we will choose to say "Blessed be Your name."

So, I think I'm going to start planning a menu each week. Since I've been pregnant, the thought and process of cooking has been less than appealing (shall we say tending toward repulsive). So, that means that either: I search around at the last minute for a recipe that looks half way decent, prepare it while trying not to think about it too much, and end up being grossed out enough not eat it, serve it to Bill and make something quick for myself, or we go out to eat. Neither option seems to be working very well for our stomachs, our sanity, or our budget. Since I'm almost at the end of my first trimester and I'm starting to feel better (actually, it hasn't been bad at all, most queasiness being centered around the preparation of food for some reason), I decided that I needed to come up with a better way of doing things.
I'm a walkin' girl now! Just give me some furniture or hands to hold onto, and I can move all around the room!
One cool chickie!Here she is getting ready for the hospital pictures!
Getting ready to go home. So sleepy!
